25.8.09

A new place,a new heart,a new beginning..

Well,there are several stuff on my mind now..while it makes me feel very bothered and rather stressful,but also they are certain things which have made me feel like how good my life i can be if i change more of my 'not so perfect traits'.haha..

Just yesterday i just passed out from the MP basic course after 9 weeks of tedious training..I certainly made a lot of friends there..Jus to name a few..Manraj Torance Ahmad and the jovial Bruneian friends! I admit i wasnt so used to the bunk in the first 2 weeks as i guessed i haven realli adapted to their culture..However,when i really tried to communicate with them i came up with one conclusion..It's not easy making 2 drums hit at the same beat,but since one is definitely faster den the other,we just have to learn to compromise any perceived flaws that they have just like the way they treat us.:) No one is perfect and we should never blame anyone if they cannot do just because we expect them to.

Leaving my friends will be painful for me cos i was only just beginning to mix so well with them..if the course was all about reaching its main objectives, then the main benefit whilst picking up knowledge was the time we spent togther playing soccer,watching hangover(with my section-absolutely awesome) and also doing several stupid stuff togther..Now i want to leave a few words for my good buddies in my section mates..

Torance especially is a real bugger and is full crap for half the day,but when u get to talk to him normally,u realised how strong he is in his own beliefs..

And Chris I'm sorry i always call u selfish and stuff but i just wan to change ur attitude towards things that happen around u.see u became a better person after the course,budden u are stiu ****** up.LOL

Manraj u r a great soccer player and i hope u will pass ur ippt soon..Always keep the story i told u about during guard duty..It is supposed to be classified;)

Ahmad u r finally a rider!! I told u many times that i believed that you will be a rider cos i think a rider has to be passionate and not bcos of other reasons.and u certainly have the credentials to be one.i will miss poking u during ur slp tho.haha!

And Bradley!! Dun keep reading books hor..haha!

I hope my time in uni will come sooner after my stay in my new camp..who i noe alot of my frens are dying inside,espc the monsterous one.haha! Talk next time.Sleeping time!

9.8.09

a short quizz

Copied from becca,
From now on,you cant tell lies,are u ready?
Depends on who.

Think about six months ago,u were single..?
Yeah.

What do you carry with you all the time?
My wallet,hp,itouch? And my sexy body:)

When you say you dont care do u mean it?
Dun think so bah..i dun like hurting frens.

How are you feeling?
Recovering from a bout of painful emoism.

Is something wrong right now?
Yeah.But no point thinking about it:)

Are you mad at someone?
Kinda, im mad at myself too.

What is on your mind?
Empty.

Are you jealous of someone?
Actually not one only.LOL

Do you have a piggy bank shaped like a pig?
I had.but full le.deposited during sec 3.saved around 1k ok!

Do you want to start over with someone?
i guess so.

Do you know if someone likes u?
Well everyone does.LOL

Are u good at hiding my feelings?
LOL alan shud noe the answer.

What are you supposed to be doing now?
Sleeping.

True love or 1billion bucks?
LOVE:))

Has any one tells u u haf pretty eyes?
Nice nia..:(

Anything u would change about ur life?
Make myself a better fren?

Could you cry now?
Im gd at that:)

Do you think about stuff and cry?
yeah,but onli if it touches my sensitive point.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Sometimes when i should think for the other parties.

Last person i told a secret to.
LOL 4got.haha

Do you like hugs?
Definitely

Do you believe true love can conquer everything?
yeah most of them but not EVERY thing.

When was the last time u cried?
2 weeks ago.:(

How much money did u spend today?
40?

What are you sitting on now?
my bed