It was a birthday of ups and downs..I really received more presents and congradulations this year and maybe its cos i really started to socialise more. The best present i like was the shoes given by kewei and kevan. Although they look mud and im oso considered 'mud', i still love them alot. Thanks for everything guys:) My 19th birthday was also the only one when my indian campmate sang a tamil version of happy birthday to me.LOL it was hilarious but i really appreciate it.During my birthday though, i tried all i could to eat as little as possible cos i do not wan to turn fat overnight.hahaha, so guys u see me eating a few slices of cake only. Im a Easytofat person, so i will then to watch my diet more.hahaha so guys u have to eat my portion for me:)
Yeah..but on my birthday itself, i was really sad cos i felt betrayed by an old friend.One who not only did not wish me during my bday but also did something ridiculuously hurtful to me.It dampens all my birthday joy that i got..Sometimes i do not understand why she had to do this cos I am a normal guy too. I have emotions I have my pride.Even when I'm ready to put it down sometimes.U cant expect me to do it all this while.. So.. yeah.. I will just leave you alone for an indefinite time and let you know that Im not unaffected but just that Im just not going to put myself as a voodoo doll and let you prick my heart anytime u want.U told me frens forever, but how come i feel so humiliated.haiz.
Despite all this i managed to find out who were my real friends in the process and i do get alot of support from my besties;) I will step up and just do whatever is right for me at the moment.Cos im not really in a veri good state of mind now.Going to sleep guys.. Good Nite!
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